Tomorrow is my first day of my last year of college.. My last first day of school.. Thinking about it makes me nauseous. I’ve been anxious and nervous all day even though I was with Brian.
Thinking about my Senior year of college scares me. What am I gonna do after this year is over? Would I be able to land a good/decent full-time job? I honestly hope that I won’t have to enjoy funemployment and bum around, because I cannot afford to do that.
I need a job right after college to support myself.
I’m having a panic/anxiety attack. I’m nervous. I’m scared. FUH. I need to get my shit together for this school year.
Please God, give me a job after college.